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Thursday, 05 November 2009

A SIMPLE DREAM

Having you near me and holding me

Maybe the best thing that could ever be

I always dream that you will love me

I guess that is something which can never be

You are the only thing I always hope to see

I know my heart will never be set free
Because I always think about you and me

A simple dream that just can’t be

Someday you will love . . . me?

. . . . Maybe

Wednesday, 30 September 2009

COMPARISONS BY HEART

COMPARISONS BY HEART

I was in love and you were in love

But we can tell each

Other apart

You were so silent and I was so

Strange

People can’t understand me

I guess you too never did

Life for you was so easy

Life for me was full of

Pity

You tell words I can’t understand

While I tell emotions so

great

You can grab by the hand

Sometimes I wonder

Do you really love me too?

Or am I just dreaming

For a love to come true?

I tried to understand

Every action you did

But you cannot blame me

If my heart ached

And so it did

I’m really in love with you

That’s why I tried

To tell you all the things

Hidden in my mind

But I didn’t know

You still love her so

I thought you had forgotten her

But just another thought

For me to know

Then I knew

You were comparing her to me

And that hurts

For she’s my friend

For all to see

My eyes want to cry

And I want to die

I try to understand

Every move you make

And every word you say

Brings pain to me

Like a thunder in the rain

I tried to be optimistic

But what can I do?

I’m so confused

Confused on what to do

I can’t understand

What you’re trying to prove

Every word and every move

Before you told me

You liked me too

But now…

You’re telling me

By your moves

That you don’t like me

What is the truth?

Please tell me

Everything you want to say

I will listen because I care

But please…

Before you break my heart

Please tell me

If in your heart

Even a bit, I have a part.

Wednesday, 09 September 2009

SAY YOU STILL LOVE ME

I love you with all my heart

But things changed and we’ve grown apart

We had to say goodbye

Than fool ourselves and tell a lie

I regret what I had done

I’m hurting now that you are gone

Slowly my heart is breaking

I just wish I ‘m really dying

I gave you what I could

But it seems it wasn’t enough or good

My tears are pouring like rain

My heart and even my mind is feeling the pain

If I could only turn back time

I would have changed my innocent crime

I swear I didn’t mean to hurt you

I just did what I was supposed to do

I’m willing to do anything just say you’ll forgive me

To be your love is what I really want to be

You have been my life for so long

I don’t know if I could be strong

I can’t accept you’re no longer mine

I guess it’s just the end of the line

If by chance you’ll ever need me

Just turn around and you’ll see me

Waiting patiently . . .

Hoping constantly . . .

For you to come back to me

And say you still love me.

Friday, 06 March 2009

TOMORROW MY HEART WILL DIE

TOMORROW MY HEART WILL DIE

I just want to let you know

How I love you so

Before you were my life

But now you are my strife

Maybe I deserve this sadness

But when will I receive happiness?

Now you are with someone new

And I just avoid the view

Of you and her together

It seems you truly love each other

I can't help but envy her

The truth, I can't seem to bear

Every minute, I try to be strong

But I don't know for how long

I keep asking myself "Why did it end?"

"Why did I end up as a friend?"

I am really hurting inside

I just want to ran and hide

You love her, that's it

I don't know if I can accept it

I want to say "Thank you"

For all the things you taught me to do

I want to say "Take care"

A special memory we will always share

I want to say "Goodbye"

For I know tomorrow my heart will die.
HOLD ON

HOLD ON

I love you

And I know you love me too

But there is . . .

A barrier between us two

We cannot show

Our feelings for each other

For if we do

We'll be apart forever

We always hide

Just for us to meet

So we can talk

And let out our heart's beat

We were pretending

In different sort of ways

We're in a masquerade

That is how we should play

We had friends

Who we can tell and trust

But not all

Because some are against us

I have your heart

Which you have already given

But not the whole you

Because some have been taken

We are secret lovers

That are always out of sight

But for how long?

How long can we fight?

You are holding on

Holding on because you really care

Just like me

I'm holding on 'cause I also care

I hope someday

We can reach out for each other

I know that day will come

But until that day comes

We'll have to hold on.